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Music List #1
post Sunday, 27 April 2014 speech bubble 0 comment(s)

20/4/2014 - 4/520/14

This is the song list in my music player for these two weeks.

#1
Nell - 4 times around the sun

#2
Lim Kim - Without knowing it all

#3
Nell - Escape from extinction

#4
Jon Mclaughin - Beautiful disaster

#5
Nell - The day before.



If you have realised or listened carefully to each and every song, you would have realised that they were all sad songs.

They were all (except for #4) Korean songs.
Most of which are either slow or mild songs with not much fluctuating notes.
But thats what makes them so pleasant and relaxing to listen to.
However, I do have one or two faster beating, soft pop rock songs included of which is also a sad song.



Most of my songs in this list belong to Nell as you could see.
Nell belongs to the K-Indie scene I think.

I have always liked Nell.
I loved the way their songs could always deliver its emotions across to me.
Sometimes a heart breaking soft whisper.
Sometimes a heart wrenching scream.
Their songs always could speak to you.

Expect more of them to come your way.


I have a song of Lim Kim's in the playlist.

Her voice is a rather unique presence in the K-pop industry.
I just like it so much!
Her songs are all not bad.
So you can expect to see more of her songs in my playlists.


The last song I'm going to talk about is the only English Song in my playlist.

It's a song by Jon Mclaughin from quite a few years back already.
I put it here because I just found it again recently and had it on replay for days.
The lyrics totally resonated with me so much that I just had to have this on my playlist.



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Things to do #1

Get over my Acrophobia.

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Deep down inside #1

I was bullied since young up until secondary 3.

Verbal abuse mainly.
Always being teased, pranked and laughed at.
Cyber bullies were also everywhere.
And even almost physical abuse once.
I experienced them all.

I kept quiet.
I never should have.

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Escape Deeper.

Into me.
Into my life.
Into my past.
Into my future.

These are all things I'll never say.
These are all things I'll never tell.

Not exactly secrets but not exactly what people would know.
Things are not as bright in here.
Not everything here is the funny happy stuff you might have expected.

Escape Deeper, into my dark side.
Where the more you try to run away, the deeper you will fall.

Discover the other part of me.


But never come in if you are hesitant.
Don't ever.

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A lil' bout me.
post Saturday, 26 April 2014 speech bubble 0 comment(s)













Name: Lee Zhen Huan

Yes, its pronounced as the 甄嬛 in 《甄嬛传》.
And No, its not written the same.
Its written as 李嫃环 Thank you.
And No, I have not watched that drama just in case you were wondering.
I never did got around to watching it despite the vast amount of people who asked me if I have whenever I introduce myself.

I'm currently 18 and I'm a female.
Born a 96'er on 29 October.
Which means I'm a Scorpio.
And also, I'm Single.

My bloodtype is O and apparently mosquitoes love it.
Damn those bloodsuckers.

Currently studying in: Republic Polytechnic.
Course Major: Diploma in Media Production and Design

Hobbies include the usual Sleeping and Eating.
Also, the less favorited ones would be cooking and writing, etc.

I'm fluent in English and Mandarin Chinese.
And I am also able to hold simple conversations in Korean with half-assed skills.

Oh, just to say.
I love Korea. Korean. Kmusic culture. The language, the food and everything.

SHINee <3


You can find me at these places:

My instagram: @bitterthoughts
Email: milktea_lee@hotmail.com


Rest assured.
I don't bite.

Yet.

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First official post!

I made a new blog and finally I finally began writing a blog again!
Its been so long since I last wrote one...
Its almost nostalgic.



So, its 2014.
And according to people, I'm now 18.

Can't believe it! OMG.
How time flies...

A brand new year, A brand new start.
As always, I try my best to bring the good with me and leave the rest behind.

| Don't judge me by my past, I no longer live there.

Isn't that like so true? Even if I still can't leave all back, I can do it gradually.
I believe that I can.
Some things are not meant to stay in your life.

Those tears. Those bad memories. Those terrible things that brought about those painful thoughts.

I swore. I promised.
I'm only going to be happy from then on.
I kept my promise for so long.
I had held on and smiled for so long.
Almost 4 years have passed.
Its about time for it to fade away.

So I'm gonna get rid of those unwanted stuff fully someday.
Maybe not now, but I will someday.

So don't judge me by my past.
Look at the me now.





Okay.
Enough of those.

Lets talk about the past week!!



Its already April! Like 1/4 into the year already!
And I have finally started school!!!
At Republic Polytechnic.

Like many others, I thought it was gonna be terrible but then after just a week in the school, or to be exact, the 3rd or 4th day of school, I have never been so glad that I came to RP despite the 2 hour trip I make to school everyday.

I actually like their teaching methods! 
For once in my life, I was thought how to think instead of what to think.
Its finally about what I think instead of what other people think.
Maybe for once, I could speak out and not have anyone shoot down my words and deny all that I'm saying.
YAY!

Also, I met a whole bunch of awesome people!
A wonderful class of 22 people full of swag and lame jokes!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
I really like that crazy bunch of selfie-crazies!! YAY for SELFIES!!





The school seems great currently, the food is better at the north/lawn apparently according to my tastes. Hehee. 
And there is an awesome shop there that sells awesome green milktea at just $2 for the large cup from 4-6 yay! Milk Tea! Green Milk Tea!! 
Okay, I am being biased here.

I love milktea.
I love greentea.
I love green milktea.

Muahahahhahaha!!!!
They have gained themselves a loyal customer.




The week went quite well, my daily grades are looking good currently.2 As, 1 B.
The other 2-3 modules aren't graded yet as of now so we'll see.





Side news,,,, Weiting left RP!!! 

Sad part: I was so looking forward to the 3years of studying with her! All those plans just fell through. Meh.

Happy Part: But good for her! NAFA is a difficult school to get in apparently and she has been eyeing the                         school for years, so good for her! Hope she does well there and make many new friends. Its                         not an easy school so she will most probably have it hard. Praying that she does well. Well, she                     most probably will do well, knowing her.






So for the week, I met many peeps.
Some were great people I met from Charlotte's class!
Charlotte's 'daddy' and 'mummy'.

Zayne(?) was that how his name is spelt? hahaha dunno.... And also 好心人(Haoxin)! Hahahaha!

Also, met Charlotte's boyfriend! 
Was his name Mathew? Can't remember. Hahaha...
My school Senior siolll!!! STA ftw!!
He's a very fun guy. 
Taekwondo Ex-Captain seyyy,,, buay song can kick people hahahahhaa.

They are overall very fun!
Has my type of humour.
I am such a sucker for their jokes!
Punctual for their 'Stand up comedy shows' everytime!



Okay. I am writing too much! I should stop here.
Hahahaa,, continue next time!




Signing out~

ZhenHuan ^^

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